Frank returned from Singapore late last Wednesday night after barely making his flight. I was glad to have him home but had to get up for work the next morning so I couldn’t listen to everything he was so excited to tell me. He ended up going to bed at the same time as me and waking up in the morning to continue a normal schedule. I was so surprised that he was able to get right back into the swing. But when I got home that night he thought he was coming down with some illness. That got me worried because I thought, great, what did he pick up over there? We went to bed like normal but he had a 3am photo shoot to be at the next morning. That really screwed with him. He did the shoot but when he got home he slept forever! I’m not kidding like 20 hours straight. He just kept saying he was sick but now we believe it was just bad jetlag. Anyway, it’s nice to have him back now that he is feeling better!
New this week, we got the results of the second chromosome test and everything was negative which is good! No more testing for while, yay! I have a bad kink in my neck that Frank had made go away for a day but now it is back. Plus, I have also started feeling a lot more than just fat. I have started feeling the crazy growing pains of my stomach, especially at night. I believe that is why I have been having trouble sleeping. I wake up and feel like I can’t move. It really is a weird feeling because it feels like I shouldn’t use my stomach muscles to change sides. I have a feeling this pain isn’t going to be going away, in fact, I bet it will be getting worse later in my pregnancy so I will try to work around it. Maybe if I get a body pillow it will help support things, I don’t know, it’s worth a shot.
I put in my FMLA paperwork a work this past week. We get 12 weeks but it is unpaid. I think it is a horrible deal. It is so hard for me to think of leaving my 12 week old or younger baby with a stranger. I did not grow up in a daycare and I really don’t want my child to. I know Frank has a different point of view because his son went to daycare but I just have a bad feeling about it. I am really hoping that something comes up between now and then that might allow me to stay home at least until the baby is a little older.
So many things to think about but it is almost summer and we have our first camping trip at the end of the month! Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with all the thoughts in my head but I need to just relax, it isn’t time yet to worry so much and once it is time I am sure things will work out. Also, once we find out if we are having a boy or girl then my mind will have a little more clarity on some things.
That’s it for now!
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